OddBlondeGal

Sun high in the sky Skin dry and cracking Shimmering lights blind my eyes Someone calls my name in the distance Sitting upright now, head reeling Something cold bites into my skin Surely I'm only dreaming Sand falls from my body as I fight invisible men in white Sand? I look down at myself and see crinkled skin rather than sand Scratching, thinking, I wonder how I got here Scared, now I realize I put myself here Scorned from the society I once knew Sad times have fallen upon me Scenes of white walls and pale faces flash before me Searching my mind I remember now, I am no longer a citizen of polite society Secrets flew from my mouth th

The voices in my head go wild when I think of you They scream and screech in ways that are new to me I think my voices and I can all agree that you're truly the one for me

Tongue to neck, nails to back The sun peeks through the cracks

Death shines bright in the dark

I loved and fought for you        and in return You cursed and hated me

Taste of metal mixed with dirt I never thought you'd get hurt Feeling faint, death soon to come I never learned what you were running from My eyes burn as I begin to cry I didn't think this was how I'd die You walk away shaking, talking in tongues I begin to feel a sharp pain in my lungs You turn to me only to smile How was I to know that you were truly so vile

Sweet autumn morning, I am walking through the trees hearing the leaves crinkle beneath my feet as I feel the brisk wind hug my cheeks. Going down a path that I haven't wandered through before, I hear a tone so strange yet so sweet flow through the air. I wander around searching for the source but end up back at the beginning of my course. I can't help but be in awe of this mystery that lies before me. I bite my cheek deep in thought wondering where on earth this sweet sound is coming from. I wander deeper into the woods, forgetting about my set path and then just before me a grand tree lays in my wake. I stand still thinking only to realize

nails scratching against my skin what is this strange desire within I feel my body quiver and shake yet I suddenly lay awake I peer around to see no one there I swear I heard someone sniff my hair peering into the darkness there's a faint glow and now in my stomach I know there's scraping coming from my door I now see that markings cover the floor a sudden flash in the air now I am fully aware they've come to finish what they started so that I may go with the lovely departed

Sweet melodies swim through the air I feel my stress fleeing and feel a sense of calm wash over My day was going under but now it is uplifted Rising, soaring all because of a small few With these years running by so fast I can barely catch my breath I still have yet to understand what meaning my life holds I'm still unraveling all that lies before me Strange how actions so small done by so few can change an entire course of life

Children scare me with how they are Always so loud then when quiet they raise alarm Never satisfied with what they have But if they don't get that then they'll be sad Some are spoiled rotten to the core While others wish for something more Something more,something better than what they are Sometimes they wish to be somewhere far Far away from all their troubles But what troubles can some children have when life is yet to begin, they have all the troubles that we have because our own greedy sin